burst into tears..

i'm going to have something that can change my whole life. yes, it is.
it will change my mood, it will change my lifestyle, it will change my health, it will change EVERYTHING.
what i supposed to do? took back the time, then sitback, and acted like i didn't care that she needs help???
am i such that BASTARD??? in fact, i do care and i don't wanna see her suffered for long time.



so thanks for being a pain in my ass, and there's two words for you 'fuck it!!'

(see, is that sarcastic? am i doing that? thanks for making me a little bit relieved, dika... :'''''''''''''( )