Thursday, April 23, 2009

please choose the sets :)

well, tami will back to westwood and spend her spring break wth danny there. (oh my.. miss you dear :'''( )
she's a fashion lover who always catch up with the newest trends. so i made this sets that based from my imagination of her body posture and the weather at calif THIS SPRING!! yeaaaaah check this out :)



Wednesday, April 22, 2009

just... you know.. forget it !

well..well..well.. i'm homeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
sooooooooo, today i went to tami's house because i'm too bored at home and then we both had lunch at her house (we ate McDonald's. and we used delivery service, of course.) and we talked about her activities and her BIG NEXT STEP with her fiance.
so, here's the chit chat...

ti : well.. why you went home, this is assessment week at UCLA right ?
ta: yaaaaa.. i noe. i've told my lectures that i can send my assessment paper from email and they said okay. no prob with it.
ti : nice.. i hope indonesia can used that system too.
ta: stop dreaming hahaha..
ti : well, how's your life on cali ?
ta: pretty bad, i can't catch up sometimes with my time.
ti : why ?
ta: danny often didn't wake me up so, you know.. i always late for my class!
ti : hahahaha.. i think you must buy new alarm, or maybe police alarm for sure.
ta: hah hah hah.. that's funny.
ti : okay.. stop that.. so.. what you gonna do with danny?? for the next step i mean..
ta: i dunno.. we used to live together.. breakfast..brunch sometimes.. all together. and i think we're unseparable..
ti : yeaa.. just look at your lindbrook manor's. isn't it fun doing that together?
ta: uh huh.. by the way.. he had talked to me about marriage.. i'm kinda happy but....
ti : WHAAAAAT??? CONGRATS!! but i think it was to early, wasn't it?
ta: ya, that's what i thought. i mean, we're still doing the same activities.. studying at college and doing fun together..
ti : are you ready for that? don't be offended, but this is the truth. you still often passed you 'feeding-stola' schedule.
ta: that's it! stola often passed by me. what about my baby?
ti : just forget it! you're still young, both of you. there's a lot of things to do and finish on time.
ta: well i think the same like you.. thank's for the advice :)
ti : you're welcome sist :)

then, i went home and she drove me home. that's it for today.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

......

weeew udah lama banget ngga ngepost. sibuk mas. antara tidur, bimbel, house chores hehehe..
well, my best friend of life (tami) came home to jakarta yesterday after 2 years being busy @ UCLA. she called me yesterday and asked me if i can go out tomorrow with her.. and yeaaa it's sound great (but not great with jakarta today's weather.. SO HOT. huh... -_-")

by the way... ah not to be mentioned.

well, i'm listening to this song ALL DAY LONG and maybe all of you know who sing this and how meaningful this song to me :'''''(

Darlin', I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
and I took your presence for granted
BUT I ALWAYS CARED
and...
I MISS THE LOVE WE SHARED

Although the sun will never shine the same
I'll always look to a brighter day
Lord, I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray...

Saturday, April 11, 2009

talking dunks. loves it :)))

i'm searching for new sneakers on site. womens nike dunk low. and i found this cute on :))
it cost about $79.99 on journeys.com (wuiiiiiiih gileeeeeeeeeeeee mahal bener ckckck.)
and i made a set on my polyvore account, and it looks like this



simple day
simple day by tizaaaw featuring Nike sneakers

as an amateur, i don't really know how to make a good set (i'm sorry :D)

Thursday, April 9, 2009

enjoy this, dika.

dari kemaren saya tuh udah pusing. pusing mikirin kamu.
kamu yang egois. kamu yang nakal. kamu yang terlalu mature. kamu yang pigeleuheun.
kamu yang naif. kamu yang selalu ngerasa paling bener. dan kamu kamu yang membuat saya MUAK.
kalo saya pikir pikir mah. saya teh rugi. mikirin kamu yang belum tentu kamu pasti mikirin saya.

udah berkali kali saya nangis gara gara kamu. tapi kamu ngga pernah minta maaf.
udah berkali kali saya sakit hati gara gara kamu. tapi kamu ngga pernah nyadar kamu nyakitin saya.
udah berkali kali saya bilangin kamu. tapi kamu malah ngindahin saya.
udah berkali kali saya bilang maaf kalo saya salah. tapi kamu malah nambah bikin saya merasa bersalah dan memojokkan saya.
udah berkali kali saya nyoba bikin kamu seneng. tapi kamu malah marah sama saya.
tapi....

BARU SEKALI SAYA MARAH AMU KAMU. KAMU UDAH BERANI NAMPAR SAYA.

saya mau tau apa sih kekurangan saya di mata kamu ?
asa kurang wae.. tapi da kumaha..
saya tuh sebenernya nyaman banget deket kamu.
ngga mau saya kehilangan kamu.
tapi tingkah laku kamu yang bikin saya ngga nyaman lagi.

sayang yaaa.. padahal saya udah yakin kamu yang terakhir buat saya.
dan dari awal saya yakin kalo kamu bisa ngelindungin saya.
saya yakin kamu yang jadi pasangan hidup saya.
tapi.. ah udahlah..
NASI UDAH JADI BUBUR BUAT HUBUNGAN KITA.

SAYA HARAP KAMU NGGA NGELAKUIN HAL YANG SAMA KE PEREMPUAN LAIN.

*sighs*

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

hiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa hahahahahahaha..

setelah membaca sebuah majalah sekolah gratisan (yaaaa..yaaa... Provoke!) gue pun mencoba apa yang mereka lakukan,




"KETIK 'TEMUKAN ROY SURYO' PADA KOTAK SEARCH ENGINE LALU KLIK ' SAYA LAGI BERUNTUNG' !"




you know what, this is what i found...



weheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee lucu juga lu roy, kehiburlah gue dikit wekekekekekekek

break up, and i must to move on !!!

hmm udah hampir seminggu yaa gue ga ngisi blog gue.
well, gue mulai aja kali yaaaaa..

I BROKE UP WITH MY BOYFRIEND YESTERDAY.

yes i am. and i'm sad and also sick of him already. dia nampar gue dan itupun karena salah dia.
gue bingung banget sekarang. entahlah gimana kedepannya.
yang gue bingungin, kenapa semua harus diselesaiin pake fisik ???
apa perlu gue ga pacaran sama laki laki ??
rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh jahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaattttttt....
but i have to move on although it's very hard :'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''(


So come along, it wont be long
'Til we return happy
Shut your eyes, there are no lies
In this world we call sleep
Let's desert this day of work
Tomorrow we'll be free
Let's not fight I'm tired can't we just sleep tonight
Don't turn away it's just there's nothing left here to say
Turn around I know we're lost but SOON WE'LL BE FOUND...
(Sia - Soon We'll Be Found)

Friday, April 3, 2009

my confession :'( pt.1

kembali lagi gue mengupdate blog yang agak lama ditelantarkan karena hal-hal yang terlalu 'penting' dari sekolah..

huuuuuh.. minggu-minggu ini bisa dibilang minggu yang AGAK BERAT.
pasalnya, ada anggota baru dalam hidup gue(yaaa... sebut aja pacarlah ck.). namanya Radika Deighianza Nasution, sebut aja dikong. mungkin gue cuma bisa curhat panjang lebar di blogspot, secara cuma ini media yang bisa 'ngertiin' perasaan gue selama 24 jam jika gue butuhin.

masalahnya adalah, dika adalah orang yang lebih tua 2 tahun daripada gue (yep, he's 19 on april 14th and i'm going to 17 on november 21st.) dan memiliki pemikiran yang agaknya jauh berbeda dengan gue. apa yang ada dipikirannya belum tentu sama dengan apa yang ada dipikiran gue. dika selalu menganggap apa yang gue lakukan adalah hal yang salah dan kadang memang gue menyadari itu. tetapi apakah yang gue lakukan harus sama dengan apa yang dia mau ??

dika juga kadang ngga bisa ngerti apa mau gue, kadang kita berdua harus ribut dulu biar sama-sama ngerti apa yang kita maksud. sampe puncaknya, kira kira hari selasa dika dan gue berantem hebat dan dia mukul punggung gue. besoknya gue cerita sama nabila dan memperlihatkan 'karya seni' yang udah dika bikin ke gue. memang engga terlalu sakit dan nabila bilang ngga membekas sampai biru. tapi, lama kelamaan punggung jadi makin sakit, alhasil gue beraniin diri buat liat kaya apa parahnya punggung gue.
hasilnya, MEMAR.

dari situ gue mulai bikin pertanyaan besar, sesalah itukah gue di mata dia ?
haruskah pake cara kekerasaan ?
tapi dari situ gue mulai ngerti kenapa dika ngelakuin hal itu ke gue..........

-TO BE CONTINUED-
(maaf, penulis sudah ngantuk jadi mau istirahat dulu... hoaaaaamh..)